I want to be amazing at something. This is not vanity. I just want to have something good enough to offer others. I think art and music are important, and I have a lot of talents, but they are all underdeveloped. I haven't spent time developing any one interest. Mostly because I have so many! There are so many things I enjoy doing that it is difficult for me to find the one thing that I want to devote most of my time to. I have found that I love painting with oils, and I am working on developing that talent. I have also always wanted to learn to play the guitar, but I have never really gotten serious about it. It's because I have no patience. I want to be good at things right away and that doesn't always happen. Well, it's never too late. I think I am going to give the guitar a good effort. Hopefully I won't give up on it. Hopefully, between taking care of Gabriel, being a wife, studying (until December at least), and eventually working, I will find time to play and paint. Hopefully I will develop at least one of these talents enough that I can use it to uplift others for the glory of GOD. Hopefully.
