Never Before

My Nestor. Never before has a person (besides my Jesus) had the impact on my life that he as so far. He has this strange ability to calm me down, to make me think differently, more clearly...he brings out the best in me and makes me want to change for the better. With him I feel like I have all I could ever want in a man. For the first time I don't care who else loves me...just as long as he does. Never before has anyone shown me how to relax and trust in God. He's quiet and sometimes doesn't say anything, then other times I can't get him to stop talking. Most of the time he puts on a tough face and he says he isn't touchy-feely, but I've heard the sweetest things come out of his mouth, I've seen him smother his mom, sisters and neices with hugs and kisses, I've seen his tenderness and consideration towards people, and I've heard him talk about God...and I know that not many other men have a sweeter, softer heart than my Nestor. I know how he is feeling depending on the way he hugs me or the way he holds my hand, or the way he doesn't. I love getting to know more and more about him everyday. It's only been 5 months...if this is it...if he is the one for me, then I can't wait to start my life with him by my side. Yes, he is that amazing to me...

If all goes well it will most likely be summer of 2010...I hope it goes by fast.

My Life...

...Right now it consists of waking up and heading to Chemeketa at 8 in the morning. As soon as I get out of school I head to Roth's bakery till 8 at night. Once I get out of work I hurry home to see my handsome boyfriend, Nestor, for a couple hours. Then I end my day with studying and homework. Saturdays there is no school of course. Sundays are for church and family. And Mondays are study days since it is my other day off. This is my life. It's busy and it won't be calming down for at least the next four years, but I am adjusting and hopefully this college bussiness will become second nature very soon...